Spaceman Spiff

4 in the morning, I'm looking back at all the pictures my mind has captured, even though some are ones i always wanted to delete, but i couldn't. I stare at the wall to see a video from the past being played. I wish i could go back in time and do it differently. The point of no return is every moment in life, where you sit and wonder, only if... What does it mean to be a part of a different future, what does it mean to be the part of a different past, would today be different. It should be, but would it be the way I would want it to be. Why is it important to know how things could have been if things had happened otherwise. How do we know if we are doing the right thing at the right time. How do we define being on time, do we know what we are doing is on time or late, or early. Why is it important that the mirror should show what we need to see...why do we want us to be someone else...